taylor swift-back to december lyrics

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that
night
And I go back to December all the time It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing
you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were
mine

I go back to December, turn around and make it
alright I go back to December all the time These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call Then I think about summer, all the beautiful
times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was
goodbye So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that
night
And I go back to December all the time It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing
you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were
mine
I go back to December, turn around and change
my own mind I go back to December all the time I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that
September night
The first time you ever saw me cry Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that
night
And I go back to December It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing
you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were
mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it
alright I go back to December, turn around and change
my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time


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